Call me Yumi. I'm a Jrock whore and proud of it. I love Chinese food. the GazettE is the best band on the face of the earth. My favorite anime is Blood+ and I love it more than anything. Videogames are my favorite, especially the Final Fantasy series!
Even if I'm not open from hiatus yet I don't give two shits... I feel like posting, okay? -_-
Right now I feel like blah. I'm tired, bored, lonely, have a sharp pang inside of me, and I can't lay anywhere in my living room because my freaking dad layed all over it! ARG! Looks like I'll be watching TV in my room for the next month. I mean, there's seriously NO place to sit. He has a bunch of tables and bean bag chairs in front of the couch where he lays around playing videogames. Then when he shuts them off, he sits on my favorite chair and lays all over the rest of the couch! My dad smokes, so he smells like cigarettes. And he's really yucky. So now the couch is contaminated and I can't even watch TV out here anymore because he insists on playing videogames on the big screen, also the family television.
This post is just about rants. Can't take it? Get the hell out. Right now I'm uberly pissed, mostly at him.
Yesterday I was talking to my mom about flying to Canada (yes, me on a plane ALONE) and my dad overheard us and freaked out. He wouldn't stop yelling and literally treated me like a 5 year old.
"I WONT EVEN LET YOU GO TO THE PLAYGROUND ALONE!!!!"
Yep, it's true. If I'm 5 feet away from him in walmart, he smacks me. I blame him for the reason I am so insanely shy and full of solitude to this day. Can't wait till I'm 18 and in college, then I can finally do what I please and I won't have to live like this anymore.
He also refuses to drive me to NB where I'm supposed to get on my plane. He claimed that it was "a thousand miles away" and was a 12 hour drive. Apparently, it's only a 5 hour drive and not even 500 miles. He refuses to drive me and wants my mom to do it, which she is always working, (literally) If she's home it's only for a few hours, or it's late at night when she's too tired and STILL too busy to do anything! And he's the truck driver! He DRIVES for a living! Why can't he drive me there?? You know why? He wants to sit home all day and play videogames and ruin our TV. He complains that he works SOOO HAAAAARDDD, when he only comes home at like 4 to play videogames until his bed time. My mom works ALL DAY AND ALL NIGHT, and when she comes home she has too do the dishes, clean teh house, make dinner, make HIS lunch for the next day, take a shower, pay the bills, and go to bed at like 1. With my dad, it's like he gets up and comes home from school and plays videogames the rest of the evening.
I'm also sick of everyone bugging me about canada. My mom wants me to find out and plan EVERYTHING, but reality is she needs to be the one who has to do it! There's no way in hell my dad is, he's too much of a dumbass to plan going down to the ice cream store. Honestly, I'm really angry at him and kind of mad at my mom. With all this stress, I don't feel like going anywhere anymore. I should just stay home all summer and hide in my room like the 5 year old he treats me. Damnit.. I just wish my parents weren't so freaking OVER PROTECTIVE!! That's it, I'm moving out right when I turn 16! Just 1 1/2 more years of this shit hole, then I can live with anyone 18 or over legally. Just the problem is who will I live with, I don't really have any friends.
So pretty much I'm really really ticked off, and there's nothing I can do about it. I just need some space to vent (like this one) but it's not really helping. Ugh, I just
wish I was old enough to drive so I could get the hell out of here. I don't care where I would go, just anywhere but here! I'd drive to South America if I could! Why did my mom bring my dad back, why didn't she just leave him.
Well yesterday was July 4th ^_^ What we did was we saw a parade at 9 in the morning, it was cool because people threw candy at us 8D (I think that I was the best person dressed there, lmao) We were supposed to go home after that, but my mom decided to stay out until like 3 ~_~ Then we came home and had a cookout and went to see the fireworks, which we spend 2 1/2 hours waiting for and only a 20 minute show of them. It was fun, but cold. Next time I need to bring a blanket Dx
Besides that, Yuna and I role play like all the time now. Lmao, it all started when she posted a Zack layout on HSY, and I commented in her shoutbox and pretended to be Zack. Then she replied, (and knew it was me cause I told her) and I replied. Soon I added Cloud and Ruki and even Ichigo to the roleplay, then Tidus came in. It got really crazy so Yuna made a seperate Roleplay page just for it! xD Sorry, but you can't see the page - it's password protected! Muahaha. And neither Yuna nor I will give you the password. If you're interested on seeing the ones in her shoutbox you can go to her site to view that~ I have a funny feeling that nobody will sign that shoutbox for a while. lmao!
Okay, well I still have like no pages made on this dumb site! Argh. I think I will do that now, or at least attempt it. Whatever, bye!
Before I update I will just welcome you all (again) to my blog! I've recently opened and I've just changed the layout. Yes, this is a VERY old layout that I made (I made it the first time I watched Spirited Away) Not all of the links are up, but I'm working on it!
Ah today was the last day of school :( I'm really going to miss all of my friends... I just hope that we'll all see eachother again in high school. I even cried on the bus on the way home >_< At least nobody sits in the way back seats like I did.
Over the past 2 years of middle school, I've changed so much. I came in as a nobody, and left as a strong, young woman who is powerful and believes in herself. It broke my heart to look at that school while driving away, thinking I'm not a part of that place anymore. I've moved on. I'm going to miss all of the wonderful teachers there, and even my advisor I've had for 2 years. It's been a rough ride like they said, but I gained alot from it and I'm starting to figure out who I am.
Now I stop to wonder: What am I going to do all Summer vacation?? There really isn't much to do. Oh well...
